Well for the most part I can say with honesty that I believe myself to be a "good person".
But to state the fact, I am still a person....And we people just are not that great, at all.
I neglect a lot, most of all time with God and God alone. I may mention Him a lot, I do love Him and am a Christian, but I do not follow up with learning the Word. I need to truly start putting God first in my life...

I have distractions that I have set up in my life. And now they're are too many, well at least I am putting my distractions first rather than God. It is absolute stupidity. He pulled me out of depression, and yet I still feel the need for distractions...I'm just scared of what might happen if they are taken away. I don't trust Him, I'm admitting that. I need to, to fully trust God with everything. I just have, trouble with completely letting go. It's hard to let go of something like your past all at once, or my fear of depression. I don't want it to come back, I don't want to live in despair again. I have a hard time trusting that God knows want is best for me, and that He will never give me anything that I can't handle. It is just something that I need to do, I need to trust...but it is the hardest thing for me to do.

So I just pray, God, that I might start to trust You more. Let me not get distracted and let my life remain dependent on You. -Amen